Because I'm trying to be more honest and a caring parent, I feel as if that will be dangerous and while you are a tribrid, I worry about the various calamities that could befall you, the air quality, and any number of other mishaps or dangers that await. But, knowing you'll be by my side, working toward a common goal, and if anything were to happen that I'd be right there, it does help me breathe a bit better.
Is that a little too honest. I'm trying to be a parent. I didn't have much experience before this.
well i don't have a ton of experience having to answer to my father, so i guess we're kind of in the same boat. [Yikes, honesty hour got real.] sorry that came out...not how i wanted it to.ย as far as the danger, i've dealt with worse.ย it's just a mountain.ย how bad can it be? [lol]
However it came out, I understand, and the experiences you haven't had with me, are equal in the experiences I never had with you.
I want you to know, that when we first reunited and you were only seven years old, bonding with you, painting, seeing you mend that butterfly with your unbound powers, meant more to me than anything. Getting to know my daughter, and how caring she was, her affinity for delicious and expensive New Orleans cuisine. I don't know if I would redo anything, what with these time-line discrepancies, because I was different then, but I do wish I hadn't gotten caught up in my 'mad' persona. Not being near you hurt more than I liked to admit, and staying away made things easier, on the both of us I had thought, but I didn't much consider you in the equation, did I? I thought you'd be in fine hands with Hayley. I never apologized for that, for the sacrifice I made that tore me away the first time, or why I stayed away so long the second.
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Date: 2020-01-05 05:09 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2020-01-08 03:06 am (UTC)Is that a little too honest. I'm trying to be a parent. I didn't have much experience before this.
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Date: 2020-01-09 04:00 am (UTC)[Yikes, honesty hour got real.]
sorry that came out...not how i wanted it to.ย as far as the danger, i've dealt with worse.ย it's just a mountain.ย how bad can it be?
[lol]
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Date: 2020-01-09 02:15 pm (UTC)I want you to know, that when we first reunited and you were only seven years old, bonding with you, painting, seeing you mend that butterfly with your unbound powers, meant more to me than anything. Getting to know my daughter, and how caring she was, her affinity for delicious and expensive New Orleans cuisine. I don't know if I would redo anything, what with these time-line discrepancies, because I was different then, but I do wish I hadn't gotten caught up in my 'mad' persona. Not being near you hurt more than I liked to admit, and staying away made things easier, on the both of us I had thought, but I didn't much consider you in the equation, did I? I thought you'd be in fine hands with Hayley. I never apologized for that, for the sacrifice I made that tore me away the first time, or why I stayed away so long the second.